January 12, 2012

Feeling slightly overwhelmed by the financial situation. Knowing that doctor appointments and treatments and procedures aren’t covered by insurance, I’m anticipating that dreadful feeling of handing over the debit card.

I just don’t want to delay anything due to lack of funds. Thankfully my God is one who knows our needs. Out of the blue, we have recently received a significant amount of cash-money. And I think more is on the way—also out of the blue and just plain conveniently circumstantial. He has always always always provided for us. I am just hoping, praying, working hard for the numbers to fall into place.

This stuff isn’t cheap. Some things we can work our way around; others—not so much. Focusing on not focusing on the worst-case scenario. Most of us females are blessed to conceive children for free; I—on the other hand—am not. And I don’t mean that in a pity party, feel bad for poor me kind of way. It’s just the truth. Infertility is as heartbreaking as you might think; be thankful, sweet mothers, if you’ve been given a healthy reproductive system.

And don’t even get me started on abortion.

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