December 11, 2012

It’s just that I thought I’d have a baby by now.

Why can’t I have a baby?

Why do I deserve this?

Why is today a randomly harder-than-most-days day for me?

Maybe because it’s getting close … and I’m scared.

What if …

I can’t say it.

Why can’t I just have a baby, too?

Why does everyone else get to have a baby?

That’s all I want. It’s all I’ve wanted.

God, please give me a baby.

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