I found out I suffer from infertility in May 2011. Since then, I have kept a journal of my journey. I’ve never published these journal entries, and no one has ever seen them except for my husband. I like to believe that I am nearing the end of this dreadful journey. After all, I have experienced three failed IVF transfers. There’s not much left if this doesn’t work. So, since most of my story is behind me (Thank you, Jesus.), I’d now like to share it with you. I will post a journal entry (or two, or three) each day until we are caught up to present day. These posts will be categorized as “Before My Blog.”

As for the present day? Today (June 29, 2013) I took my third home pregnancy test after seeing positive results yesterday and the day before. The line was more faint than before. This was my third embryo transfer and second fresh cycle. I am losing my very early pregnancy. Today, I am struggling. But tomorrow there is hope, and if it weren’t for those who love me, I probably wouldn’t have any of it left.